When Black Moon Lilith aspects an other planet the expression of the planet comes out differently. As I said before: Lilith comes in layers; so, there are different stages. At a young age you are very clear and authentic if it comes to matters and/or the expression of the planet that is touched. But at a certain point (mostly around 6 or 7 years old) the Lilith channel closes because it’s rejected by the outside world; and you end up being in denial and rejecting the quality’s of the planet that is touched. So, what happens on a practical level is you hardly know what to do with the matters and dynamics of the planet. It can even come to a point you reject everything that has anything to do with the quality’s of the planet it touches and/or project this refusal on to somebody else while you are living it yourself more than anyone subconsciously. In other words: The Relationship between you and the natural dynamics of the planet she touches becomes truly complicated.
The dynamics and/or matters of the planet BML touches are perceived differently at an early age already. This with holds you from relating to its quality’s the way your social enviroment does. You yourself relate to it (in the first place) quite pure and authentic and can’t use or direct the dynamics at the expectations of your social enviroment. The results of this mechanism can work out in many different ways but is caused by a lack of having the ‘right’ form or shape and/or the ability to throw it into the game, so to speak. At a certain point you’ll cast out the matters and quality’s of the planet involved because you just can’t direct it.
The only way to express the dynamics that are involved is by jumping on the wave and to go with the flow on how the dynamic is working through you. It just is this wild. Anywhere Lilith comes in, just is out of your direction: You can’t direct her like you can with other dynamics in your chart/personality. It usually takes the second half of your life to learn how to deal with this and to be able to consciously work with her. This is why Lilith is associated with completely letting go in the first place. If it comes to that one: There just is no other way. Letting go is one of the key factors of working with the energy Lilith represents in the chart.
In my previous post: The Lilith Zone and Bruce Lee I point out that in the Zone between Corrected/Natural Lilith and Mean Lilith, you just don’t have a defence system. Lilith pulls the same kind of trick if she aspects a planet in the chart. Like I said before “having no defence system is quite traumatic” so, you’ll end up being in denial and rejection on the quality’s of the planet involved. Before you can take your power back. If it comes to the planet she aspects you’ll have to consciously go through the (e)motions (Moon) and rage (Mars) on whatever it is you were hit by, by your social surrounding. Going through this without harming anyone as well as yourself takes strength. This is why within the process Transit Pluto in Square with Natal Pluto is of such great importance. In Carteret’s System this part of the process is called: Cracking Pluto. It gives you the strength to go through this and if everything works out will make the ego strong enough to stop playing any kind of power games to feed the ego. After all this you are ready to work with Lilith on a spiritual level and be a channel to the universal conciousness in a Vajrayana Kind of a way: That’s where the crazy “right brain” wisdom comes in. It is absolutely magical and can be truly powerful. But like I’ve said: You can’t direct her. She does you.
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